some may say that illness in africia, car accidents, whatever is the number one killer of children. many of these people are unaware of what the biggest killer of children is, and the worst part is that its legal. LEGAL. this legal method of killing is known by Abortion. abortion is the biggest killer of kids. every day, 4,000-5,000 unborn babies never get to see the light of day. the moment they come out of the womb, their brain is suctioned out of the back of their head by a vacum. that is murder..and its legal. what the fuck is wrong with people? an embryo, fetus, whatever you want to call it is in fact a living thing, it has a pulse, it breathes, feeds and someday would have emotion and feelings instead of being killed before fully exiting the womb. how would you like to be pulled out of your mothers womb, have a doctor stick a pair of siscirs in your head and stick a suction tube in your cranium and have your brain sucked out, leaving you as a limp fetus still inside your mother's vagina. who could get this done? whats it like for the mother? to have her child still inside her partally, watching as her defenceless baby was getting its poor little brains sucked out and then having the doctor pull the dead body out from between her legs? how sick are some people? its not a form of birth controll, its barbarric...its fucking murder! and its legal?!? for what? stem-cell research? fuck science. is that why millions of unborn babies die each year is for research? for what? there is no cure for cancer. no matter how many babies you kill, youre not going to get your damn cure. people are going to die anyway, so why kill the ones that havent even seen the world yet. abortion should be banned. there are many alternatives. abortion is hard, but at least the child gets to live a life. and the people should have been more careful in the first place. their actions where a mistake, but no child born is one, and neither is abortion. its murder. i wrote about this topic after a discussion we had in parenting class and i decided to do more research on the topic. i have found an extremeley graphic video clip of what the doctors are doing. i warn you, you should not view the video unless you think you can handle it. it is very graphic and is not advised for young viewers. here is a likn to the video:
tp://www.catholic.org/video/?v=13
view at your own risk! it is very graphic and barbaric. i vomited from just viewing it once.
maybe viewing this video once is all it will take to give abortion to abortion and save millions of lives
(p.s.) i am not catholic, in fact, i am aithest, however the video happened to be on a christian website
Monday, November 3, 2008
no more..im done
ever since her and i broke up six months ago, there has been long periods of time where we would not even speak to one another, and when we started talking agian, it was usually when she had a problebm and had nobody else to talk to. and this pattern continued up untill today, when she once agian got mad at me for a subject i brought up that she did not like without me knowing and she kept saying "dont talk to me" and thats exactly what im going to do. she told me not to talk to her agian so many times, and now thats the end of it all. even if she speaks to me, i will not talk to her. i have deleted her phone number from my phone and my brain. if she has a problebm, she can go to her boyfriend. im sure he's be glad to help just like i was in the past. maybe its for the best..all i ever do is make her mad and she ignores me anyway
Thursday, July 24, 2008
she was trying to save me
i havent noticed it completley untill now, but she really was trying to help me. my ex girlfriend/best friend was trying to open my eyes, to get me to see what the hell i was doing. all i did was push her away. i sat here for a while and thought about it. she tried everything she could to help me. and now i realize what ive done. i just wish i could get better. i wish there was some way to fix this. i cant tell her how sorry i am for what ive done. i over used the word as i have noticed so it no longer means anything. if i can get better, i would do anything to build that trust agian, but i fear i may never gain that trust, and everything that made that friendship so strong.
if i could just get better...
i was just thinking about what i could do if i just get through this. i could possibly get my best friend back, i could do better in school, i could live a better life, i could be sucessful....i could even live a happy life. i could write about my life and how bad it was and how i turned it all around. i think i should give it another shot. im sure getting better is the main issue i have, when it could solve most of my other problebms. and all ive been focusing on are the ending results of my decisions
the monster ive become
what the hell happened to me? when i first came here, everything was going pretty good being the new kid and all, but 7 months later...i dont know what happened. im more depressed than before, i cant seem to make matters better and im letting myself go...smoking, going days without eating, thinking about ways to make it better, but the only way i can see is the most selfish of all. the only thing sucicide will fix is the problebms i have, but it will only make it worse for the few that still care about me. i just dont know what to do anymore. i didnt take the advice a good friend gave me and ended up making matters worse and i lost her as a friend. and i fear that the same thing that happened to her will happen to another friend of mine who seems to care about me. i dont want to hurt her as well. i wish i could pull my shit togher and live a better life, but i just seem so depressed all the time and im too pessemistic to do anything it seems like. i dont know....thats all i can fucking say. i really have problebms
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Best Friend
In today's post (also my first post here on blogger) i will be talking about my best friend Ashley (you may have read her awesome blog
http://andeerose.blogspot.com/) she has been a good friend of mine ever since i came to Spring Hill in December of 2007. in the last six months, we have been buddies, close friends, together in a relationship and broken apart two months later. through everything we have been through, we still remain friends. never in my life have i ever met anybody so caring, open and optimistic. She has tried helping me so much, but all I've ever done was push her away and make bad decisions and end up hurting her. thats all i've done to her was cause her pain. all she did was try to help and never gave up on me. you're probably thinking "what the hell is wrong with you? how could you do this to her?" I've realized all the pain i have caused her. The only person that's ever cared about me, and I ended up pushing her away with bad decisions. As I sit here at my computer, I think about all that I did, and I feel like the worst friend ever. I would like to change. To be a good friend. I am going to try my best to better myself and for not to have her watch me throw my life away. I would like to start to change today, but I realized something- How can I have her believe me that I've quit. In the past I promised her that I would quit, but never did. Only for the two months that we dated, i quit. after the breakup, i became very depressed and picked up smoking once again, and since then, I've been smoking my life away and crying myself to sleep every night whenever I'm not up thinking of what reasons I have to be alive. I have a reason to live. That reason is the friends I have and her, the only one that's been there for me from the start. Other than a healthier lifestyle, She and my friends that care about me are my reason for quitting. She hasn't given up on me, so I should try harder for her.
http://andeerose.blogspot.com/) she has been a good friend of mine ever since i came to Spring Hill in December of 2007. in the last six months, we have been buddies, close friends, together in a relationship and broken apart two months later. through everything we have been through, we still remain friends. never in my life have i ever met anybody so caring, open and optimistic. She has tried helping me so much, but all I've ever done was push her away and make bad decisions and end up hurting her. thats all i've done to her was cause her pain. all she did was try to help and never gave up on me. you're probably thinking "what the hell is wrong with you? how could you do this to her?" I've realized all the pain i have caused her. The only person that's ever cared about me, and I ended up pushing her away with bad decisions. As I sit here at my computer, I think about all that I did, and I feel like the worst friend ever. I would like to change. To be a good friend. I am going to try my best to better myself and for not to have her watch me throw my life away. I would like to start to change today, but I realized something- How can I have her believe me that I've quit. In the past I promised her that I would quit, but never did. Only for the two months that we dated, i quit. after the breakup, i became very depressed and picked up smoking once again, and since then, I've been smoking my life away and crying myself to sleep every night whenever I'm not up thinking of what reasons I have to be alive. I have a reason to live. That reason is the friends I have and her, the only one that's been there for me from the start. Other than a healthier lifestyle, She and my friends that care about me are my reason for quitting. She hasn't given up on me, so I should try harder for her.
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
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